… because drugs will always be your friend.
You got what you want. Me out of your life. you hurt me more than anybody ever has. you played me for a good 5 months telling me you care, when really you had no feelings for me. When i said you played me you said you didn’t, You said you were DOING ME A FAVOR! Of course acting and lying to me makes everything better. And out of everything, after playing me, crushing me you have the guts to say i hope we can still be friends? And the most pathetic things out of all of this is I want to be friends with you, I want to forgive everything you ever did to me. but i know i can’t let myself do that because it will only give me false hope of getting back together. I thought I meant something to you, and it hurts to think it was just a game for you. I was something for you to talk to when you were bored. your friends back-stabbed you and I was there when no one else was. i was there for you whenever you felt bad and no matter what i was always on your side. i tried being a good boyfriend, i did everything i possibly could. I tried my hardest in this relationship than i have at anything in my life. (the sad part is that, that’s true) I would of done anything for you. But you didn’t want anything with me. I don’t know how I’m gonna get threw this pain i feel right now. But what I do know is that i have a bottle of grey goose. and tomorrow after my test I’m gonna get fucked up and hope all the memories and all the pain just leaves my mind for at least a little bit. I already miss you. And if by some reason your reading this, and you know who you are, all you need to know is that I really cared about you, and as soon as you left my house i broke into tears